i wish

...i wish sometimes i could feel lighter when learning from my mistakes
...i wish sometimes i could see earlier that i am making them
...i wish sometimes i would not make them at all
...i wish sometimes i could turn back time
...i wish sometimes i could start all over again
...i wish sometimes i would not suffocate
...i wish sometimes i could myself breath lighter
...i wish sometimes i could be heard
...i wish sometimes i could relax more
...i wish sometimes i would believe
...i wish sometimes i could be loved again
...i wish sometimes i could love back enormously
...i wish sometimes i would be allowed to love back enormously